Saturday 28 April 2012

Different Feeling...

People nowadays are talking about which famous blogger they catching up, which blogger the pretties and so on. Suddenly I noticed that I have a blog, which I abandon so decade. Since something happen recently, so decided to write something to make it seems like updated x) 




Encounter many problems these days. 

College side, new subject, new assignment. Doesn't really know how to do it. 

Dance side, Progressing a performance now. I am one of the choreographers. Kinda stress.





And now is the main point.
We argued today, but end up to speak frankly to each other. 

To be frankly, I still don't really can accept that you still smoking. But I need sometimes for it. But I really do have a question for you, :' Will you quit smoking because of me?' I remember last time when we were just newly couple, you said and promised to me, you will quit, because of me. And remember that time in Beer Factory? I was drunk, but i still remember you also promised me, you wont smoke. But now, for me, you are a quite heavy smoker. 

On the other hand, I'm still having many questions mark in my head, why do yo are keeping the conversation in your computer? Are they really worth? Or you really gonna show and prove me something? I just cant get through.. Like that time yo were drunk, he even know you were drunk. Can I know why??

Is this what people call, human change every second. Is your love to me had changed? 

These days, you keep going out with friends. I doesn't complain about it, just hope that you can back home bit more early. Can stop back home at 3 or 2 something every night? Like every night??....... Yes I know I don't have the time for you, I know we see everyday in school. But, sometimes, I need time with you too... But if you don't hope so, never mind ba... 





What will happen between us, if I move to Cheras? That's what im worrying now.. Will we end up like this? I don't wish to leave you. I wanna to be with you forever... 

Can I?...
Hope you read this and I can get the answers...